My first love!

I don't normally do this but thought I'd share something that is very personal , and that is my poetry!
The piece I'm about to share is something I wrote for all the ladies, we go through so much but we still carry on smiling!
This is for all my girls, with love ♥

And then there's her...


She sits woven in the fabrics of what she thought was good material
Her head wrapped around ideals that seemed concrete
Grounded in her full hips,thick lips,the roundness of her body...grounded in things she didn't have and was reminded by
Every man.


She doesn't know how to feel
She even questions if she ever felt anything
Does she even know what feeling is?
Once again she is fading... Into the great depression
Once again she has gone missing...without a trace
Her color seems invisible in the fabrics of life
Once again she becames a cold case to be locked away for decades

And she's trying to find herself in your eyes,your words,your thoughts... But she see's Maria
She see's what you say she is
Her real being consumed by your gossip,your comments, your stares
Her real being consumed by YOU!

And then there's her..
She sits woven in pain,her scars far more than physical
Mourns a baby she never got to have
Her exterior seemingly happy but her interior not speaking the same language
Her interior with holes from bullet wounds
Bullet wounds from the gun she constantly shoots herself with

And then there's her...
Now she sits woven in the same pain
Mourns a baby she treasured but never got to see
A baby that vanished right before her eyes
She's in what seems the darkest and longest hour

She's trying to find herself in your love
Is it even there?
In your comfort,in your thoughts and in your arms...so are they open?

And then there's her...
She never knew love
Crippled by the lack of touch
She tried to find herself in you but couldn't relate to the reflection in your eyes
But believed the false image in his!

She pushed to the limit by your oppression
Altered by your dissection
Cut open and left open... Vulnerable!
See how deep your blade cuts?!


Ps: ladies let us empower each other beacuse although we might not know it; we go through the same experiences! So let's be a shoulder 2 cry on for our fellow sisters! Let's bulid our sisterhood! ♥